THOUGHT OF ONESELF!!!!
This afternoon/night, I laid in my bed + sobbed.
Creating a story/fresh idea is an incredibly emotional experience. It’s terrifying, intense, and I’m exposing parts of myself to the continent of Afrika that I’ve never even shared with close friends.
I appeared to be different!!! I have a very long memory!!! And can hold something freely like life is without frictions.
Ubuntu Spirit!! Ubuntu Family!!!!!!!!!!
When I began my personal healing journey, I had no idea I would ever be a creative writer or blogger. I honestly didn’t even know I was on a healing journey when I began. I know that my philosophy of life is completely different. My family doesn't understand me and my choices are not usual...REALIST.. I just knew I was tired. Exhausted. So many people view me like a very stubborn fellow. I don't really disturb myself much. My losses so far will make you to learn. I got betrayed in all aspects. Done with living life in survival mode— on autopilot.
Done with living my past conditioning in the present moment.
Anyway, I’m still terrified. Yes oooooo, I took myself to the church field today and sat in the sun to ground myself....Blacks are fearful and insensitive. Nobody seems to care. They all look and turn around. Nobody was able to ask a fellow brethren why he was under the sun. I sunned my life and engaged in severe Yoga practice. I sat alone. To remind myself why I share this work. To breathe and be the loving, kind witness to myself as I have all sorts of ego tantrums and emotional meltdowns as my deals get closer. I look and shook head. I look smiling. Meditating and energizing my spiritual being. There is no spiritual self until you also learn to love the human self. Self love. Self power.
It has never been easy to be oneself. The battle is real. Return to who you truly are and thank me later.
SAY NO TO DRUG ABUSE!!! DRUG KILLED SOMEONE VERY CLOSE TO ME!!! I HATE DRUG AND NOT THE DRUGGER.
Ubuntu Family
Prince Rad Tochukwu.
Nice work brother. Self love really matters
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